HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

TO: ALL MY BUDDIES...(you know who you are)....

hope everyone's new year was awesome where ever it was
and with who ever it was celebrated...
yup one year has come and gone...
weird ah...can u imagine some of juz last year were freaking out bout the alevels...n some of us r now freaking out bout it....(good luck with that!!)
but still i wild like to wish everyone all that the world can offer...
tat they find happiness if they havent and contentment...
a peace of mind and heart and also..
world peace...(had to squeeze tat in)...
wish tat you find the answers to you prayers and problems of the last year..
and the strength and wisdom to face any new ones of this year...
of course i also hope that everyone has an absolutely smashing year...
with lots of fun and laughter surrounded with the people you love and are loved by
and the joy of living and juz being young...
cos frankly u are young only once...
so let loose and ROCK ON!!

love and missing u guys to bits!!!

xoxoxo
love u guys!
*muck**mucks*

loshana

p.s. Ajay i am going to KILL you!!!

p.s.s. hope to see you guys really soon!!

p.s.s.check out http://www.dropshots.com/iamafeminist_89

dunno if i should post this here.

hi guys, i just dunno who to talk to..and im not sure if i should post if here or not. i just realised that i have no one to talk to about this.. Xin Ni wants a break up. she said she wants a pause in our relationship and honestly, i dunno wat that means.. it started with a quarrel that we had b4 she left for london. actually its regarding our different points of view. Well, basically, i doubted about her love on me, coz i noticed some changes for quite some time.. trust me, i can feel it after 3+ years with her.. and i con fronted her, and she noes it herself. and she's just thinking into a more realistic person now. she wants a good future for her, she is always thinking of career, and me not being good enough, thats probably about it. so the thing is, she is being much more realistic now. i noe she doesnt want a repeat of her parents unhappy marriage. She also mentioned about me being too dependant on her, but the truth is, i really like to do things with her, she gives me motivation. i noe i depend on her on studies, but other than that, i just like to share with her, and do stuffs together.I noe i have said some mean things to her, and i felt terrible. i have apologised. We write emails to each other, so we don let our emotions take control of our decisions. but still, she wants a break. i really dunno wat should i do now. i have agreed on the pause thing, but i told her to think about it for the next 17 days untill she come back, then we will discuss about it seriously. but i just feel really terrible.. I really miss the Xin Ni that used to wait for me during classes, buy me food whenever im hungry, be by my side whenever i needed her, scold me when i do something wrong.. the one that loved me for the past 3 years. No one is at fault here i noe, but i just wanna fight for her back. i really don wanna lose her. i just...want her back.

-tohyuen-

im sorry if im not supposed to post this here. i just wanna express myself. sorry.

the most truthful letter of my life.

So I didnt have a very productive studying day. When I checked my junk mail, I found this. And this cracked me up like hell. oh geez.


Dear Sir/Madam,
 
I am a staff of one of the leading banks in Ghana. I will give you the  
name of my bank and other important information if I receive a  
positive reply from you. For security reasons I cannot disclose my  
full identity to you now until I am sure of your cooperation. I work  
in the operations department where I serve as account officer to  
numerous customers.One of the customers whom I worked as his account  
officer was a wealthy diamond merchant from America. Because this man  
was good to me when he was alive,I took it upon myself to travel to  
his country last month, to see if I could locate any of his close  
relations.
 
On reaching there I discovered that his only surviving uncle died a  
few months back. I sponsored this trip on my own and nobody in the  
bank knew I was undertaking the journey so I did not present any  
official report of my findings in the bank. Now there are two things I  
could do with regards to the money. First, as his accounts officer, I  
could formally notify the bank authorities that the man is dead and  
has no next of kin. In this case the money would be forfeited to the  
government after some time. As a matter of fact this is the proper  
thing I am supposed to do.
 
Another thing I can do is to arrange for someone else, a foreigner, to  
act as the next of kin of the late man so that he will claim the  
money.This is the option that I can do to help anybody and myself  
since the money actually is public fund due to the fact that my friend  
was a close ally to the late brutal military president that looted  
government treasury. And that is why I have chosen to do it.
 
I want you to be my partner. All you would have to do is act as the  
next of kin of the dead man and the whole money in the account will be  
transferred to your account. As the accounts officer to the late man,  
I have all the necessary documents that will require claiming the  
money in the account. The total money in the account is US$17 million.  
Your share will be 30%, which is US$5,100,000. My colleague and I will  
share 70%. Reach me immediately by mail so that I can give you further  
details.Also provide me with your full name and your direct telephone  
and fax to reach you.
 
I awaits your urgent response.
 
Best regards.
Mr.Daniel Martins.

Thank you so much. I feel so utterly lucky already.

hahahaha. see you guys in a month !!

love,

ajay.

18th.

My 18th.

so it came and passed by in a fast flow. and i must say it was one helluva celebration. its been a week since ive turned 18. hmm.

so i had 3 celebrations. my first was a surprise.


i was treated to korean food and a surprise karaoke session, whereby i tested my skills. poor, i must say. and i got the most awesome awesome cake ever and the best butler's irish chocolate. thanks to all who came and made it so grand. i had so many people come that it was too grand. pics ? all of the pics are on facebook. ive 2 entire albums on my birthday.

the second was unexpected. my housemates, whom i rarely even see/spend time with, baked me a huge tray of chocolate chip cake. which was too good. and this was celebrated at 3 pm. haha. thanks fellas.

the third was at rcsi. bollywood night at the club, down under. so fatin and pal were all there. was good fun. went with my poopies. so was good fun. but the music was bad shape. came home with some friends.

and now, im exhausted and really ill. my throats being a pain and ive exams starting on monday. im so so so worried. pffft.

and thanks to everyone who wished me. so to mention,

the first to call me was CHIU HUI JIAN.

then everyone else wished me. thanks to gurdip and ash who wished me twice ; malaysian and irish times. haha. you guys are awesome.

so thanks everyone for making it so sweet.

ajay.

Drawing Xin Ni

Guess who's this?hehe.. I think this looks prettier than the real her haha!!shh!!don tell her.wahaha



Wahaha.. this drawing of her was done on 14/10/2007.. Can look at this whenever i miss her now. haha

sigh.. im so sad.. Xin Ni has gone to London for holiday...for a month.. Gonna miss her really badly, somemore its so near exam.. Haih.. have never so far and so long apart with her before.. i noe its only 1 month, but still, nothing to do at home is just gonna make me think about her more often.. studying without her is just so boring. im writing this while she's boarding the plane haha.. i just wish she will be safe, have a safe flight, and have a really enjoyable vacation, and stay healthy, and most importantly, come back safe.. and ohya, buy me gifts too ^^ .. i haven bought her a 'real' birthday present too.. haha. dunno y im writing this, guess i just wanna tell u guys that she's on vacation there till 6th january next year. bye!
tohyuen

flying!!

let me juz start of wif...

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!!...since you hv been wished twice in a row i thot i make it three!!...hope tat u had a rockin day!!!....

anyways

juz like to say tat i will be in NZ on the 5/12...yups i am like still reachable until like the 14/12 thru friendster email oor wateva...after which from then to the 26/12 i am M.I.A...aka missing-in action....so yup....so ppl if u hv any request apart from the chocolates which i will get...plz do email or msg will gladly try to accomadate....excpt from anythin illegal and/or heavier then a kilo....tat means i will not b able able to pack any cows or sheeps or cute NZ boys/gals n bring them back to malaysia for u guys but apat from tat...any requests??

anyways will b missin u guys...
i will try to hv as much fun as i can for u guys...

haha...

*mucks*

cya soon!!

ajay....

Ajayyyyy...i'm a bad friend..i noe...
ok i'm probably like the only one that didn't wish u... I'M SUPER SOWIE..!!
i knew it wz ur bday, i didn't forget but somehow i lost track of the day..then i didn't come online so...ai yoh i aso dono la.. no point in coming up wif excuses, it jz shldn't have been done..SORRY!
anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AJAY!
em, i guess it'z alil late to say many happy returns of the day...bt i'm saying anyway..
Many many happy returns of the day and all the best in everything :)
Missing u loadz ajay...faster get ur ass back here!

love,
ranpreet :)

p/s: I'm dying to hear wut nonsense u did for ur bday...now tat itz finally legal..

old??!!

happy b day ajay bajay!!!!!

the big ol 18 eh??gosh i feel so old lar!!!jus think next year will be the big 20 for some of us!!

so darlin enjoy ur teen ages while u have em..hope u have an awesome day!!sighs...ur gonna celebrate witout us!!bet u wont have as much fun!!haha..kiddin!!anyways we miss u..u have a blast of a b day..n we're so gonna partaaaayyy when u get back!!cant believe ur oni gonna be back for a week..how he heck am i supposed to get enough of u!!

luv ya loads!!!

-divs-

bahh.

oh my god.

how time flies.

this time tomorrow, ill be...................














































18.































somebody pich me. im becoming OLD and SAGGY. gahh. depression kicks in at last.

ajay.

exams are eating me up.

truly. thats all ive been doing. work and work and more work

on the lighter side of matters, ive completed my archaeology work, and handed all of it in before time. so im good with the elective.

gahh with the pots and combs and stones.

next up : histology workbook.

due : friday.

though i personally think they will remove the website on thursday at 5 pm.

hmm. someone, give me a break and i want a kit kat.

see how deprived ive become. and people, illl be home on jan 4th till the 11th. shouldnt be too bad. just bought my ticks yesterday. ill be home sooner than you think. =)

ajay.

the ladies , couple of preety posers hehehehe. love you guys

sheela divya priya da pervina lydia they all look so nice in colours

this is vina and lyd. vina looked preety and lyd wore a nice saree

this is an awesome picture you can look at my sari more. if i look preety it is because my

sari was really simple and nice it was given by my grandma who i miss very much so

basically it made me happy that i was wearing it.

so ajay i know you are waiting to look at these pictures so , beautiful is it not . all of us r together i think tar took this picture. i think we look awesome. love them thanks for coming you guys

ok so ajay more pictures are on the way soon ok love ya sorry but i forgot yesterday can we call each other on sundays instead sat nightabout my time 4pm so your time 9am i think.or 3 also can. ajay if feel like talking call any of us . i know you are missing ome thats why you are troubled.

what lies behind

hullo again everyone.

needless to say, another hectic weekend awaits me. well, i had my first aid exam today. not too bad, i think ive only made one error, and i sure hope i pass the paper good. anyway, im good in all aspects here.

funny how everyone only blogs as a method to inform everyone something like a public TEXT MESSAGE. well, i should take at least half the blame as i too take it for granted that other than some simple notice, there is no necessity to blog anything substantial here. today ill hopefully change that perspective.

just some food for thought : trust ;

has anyone realised how easily we place so much trust in strangers and then call them our close friends ? how we then take it for granted things will go smoothly. how we never ever expect there to be any problems along the way. in most cases, the fluid flows smoothly across its mould, but there are times when it just leaks out. thing is, when one has this moment, it feels like life comes crashing down.

sometimes i blame myself. why place so much trust and hope in others ? we're not that weak. we can hold it all in while still managing happy lives. thing is, it isnt the same when you have someone to share it with. no need for a partner of any sort, just a friend that will kindly lend his or her ear. thing is, it isnt often that such sincere people come in our lives.

in my own, ive found only a handful; mentioning names isnt really of importance here. thing is, sometimes i wish i was a little more closed up. i wish i could just curl up and become a ball and bounce away alone and enjoy some peace. but i never do. i choose to confide in people and when something stupid happens, everything feels like shit.

okay im not having an emo period. im just biting on the reality that BEHIND EVERY JOKE LIES SOME TRUTH.

thing is, of the late, some of the people ive met here are getting on my nerves more often than not. and you guys yourselves have never seen me at my full-blown anger. i dont want to explode for the wrong reasons. but you know how pissed i was when you guys applied some cream on my cheeks in the car in langkawi. well, take that, times it by 20 and pffft. * all blown up and pissed *

geeez.

aarthi, friendly reminder ! im skyping you at 3 - 4 pm my time. not yours. so dont be smart and come online 8 hours in advance. =)

love love,

Aj.

toodles!!!

hey u guys im leavin to the philippines tomoro..u guys have a great week k!!i hope i find some stuff worth gettin u guys!!

will call wen i get back!!n those who r busy studyin..pls try have fun k!!

n someone pls help that idiot ajay!!ill deal wit u wen i get back..haha.luv ya darlin.jus try not do stupid stuff while im away ok!!

luv ya guys..muaxx!!!

divs

its not gonna be good.

Okay guys.

Time for some confessions. I havent exactly been a good boy. And if some of you dont skype me soon enough, Ill fall deeper into the grave im digging now. I just need to talk to you guys, get some good scolding and Im sure Ill be good again.

Then again, some things get addicitive. Sigh.

Personally, I think mails might help as well. Im very disappointed in myself. And do not worry, Im not in depression. Mine's more of stupidity and lack of control.

Someone please ask Arvinda how addicitve Sobranie's are and let me know.

So just help me out here. Thanks. =)

ajay.

19... n still cluelessss...

whohooo.. finally 19... hahaha god.. it seems like i waited like forever to turn 19 coz almost everyone`s already 19.. except for sumil... n U ajay n lyd.. n losh.. hahaha.. well AJAY.. i dunno how u do it.. but yr timing is just PERFECT... not bad... few hundred miles away n yr still the first to wish me.. hahahahhahaha.... oh yeah lyd`s a bit annoyed tht u beat her.. hahahaha well the day was BORING.. all i did was receive calls n sms.. went to lunch wid my family at KWANS.. thn tuition with Ms. JASLINDER thn dinner at delicious with parents.. see.. told ya it was boringg

.. came home n sleptt..... thn today.. LYD n VINA n vina`s FREN.. surprised me by showin up at my house with cake... ok the gesture was really cute ok..n they tried really hard.. but i wasnt surprised.. coz..... i already KNEW!!! but i still love u GUYS>... n it was really sweet... coz i knoe both lyd n vina dont wake up till noon,,, hahaha so thx for draggin yr buts outta bed for me......... n the walk in mid V was fun too.. after a long time being home.. hehehehe.... oh thn i came home n went for my cousin`s school function..... wasnt too bad,.. ANYWAYS... i gtg now..... c u guys tom at RT`s house/....... oh AJ.. yr INVITED too... if u can make IT!!!
-priyada-

quicke uno.

hi guys !


hello everyone. my sincere apologies for the long period of absenteeism.

ive been having exams and stuff. i got one more on tuesday evening. ill update more another time. my camera is officially dead and can no longer be used, thus, no pics till i get back.

uhm, apart from that, life's okay. im going for the annual ball on wednesday night. cant wait !! its in a stadium. gonna be awesome. btw, ive been on a shopping spree, more like shoe-buying spree. hahaha.

my love to everyone. =D

ajay.

WHer Is every1!

Hey ppl...

yoohoo...is like anyone ther....hey!...hello!.....GUYS!!...

well okay i feel like hv to say tis..regardin my b'dae...but thanks to all the ppl who tried n tried to call me n cldnt reach me....yes tat includes u divs....n all those ppl who left msges on facebook n friendster....yesh...ajay, rando n toh yuen!!....thanks for the wishes...

i wld like to let every1 noe....tat will b comin on the 15th to the 18th of nov to m'sia cos i hv IMU interview...*gasp*...on the 15/11....sori i will not b able to come down for deepavali....cos i cant get leave and my brother has exam the nxt day...so i m like stuck here....sighs...but yesh i wld like to see all the pics...cos frankly i wanna see all my sari-clad buddies!!!u guys r all gonna look sooooo hot wei!!...

anyways have to ciao....love you guys to absolute bits...
n missing you guys a ton....

loshana

p.s.gurdip also for msgin...aarti for tryin to msg...n everyone else who tried..cos it's the thot tat counts!!

dwali

hey guys,


so here is a invite for everybody . deepavali eve in my house at 8 .
bring firecrackers if you want , anything just come .


i am wearing a saree so wear anything .
aaaaaaaaaajay you are invited if vyou can come

YAY!!

Yups today i m finally free!!..YAY!!*victory dance*...alcohol here i come!!...haha..juz kidding...can u believe i went 2 work today!!...sheela BUDDY!!!...was e 1st person 2 wish me!!....thanks for callin!!...also PRIYANA!!!...buddy!!!....called me at work n eveythin!!!....THANKS!!!..as for e rest of u...
....
....
i hv nothin to say...*disappointed*...sighs...u guys better not b expectin me to call u anytime soon....
....
....
but life is great way....i can smoke n drink n watch M18 movies....wifout any1 stoppin me...n i can club!!!..yay!!...oh wait i 4got i don hv a clubbin buddy...but wateva!!...hahaha....

*happy*

pictures....

the party ppl..!

the dinner table...

div's lovely cup cakes

...and the posers!

pictures....

THE smile.....it'z for u ajay...

this picture was supposed to be of me and vina ONLY....i have no idea where the others came from!

while waiting for the cake to come down...

the CAKE!!!

the 4 burfday galz blowing it..!

the dinner table...

div's lovely cup cakes

...and the posers!

Ok firstly, I would like to say u'r most welcome to the bday ppl who appreciated all that was done....i'm saying this on behalf of all that were involved with the party but couldn't be bothered to say welcome :) So neiwayz, here are the pictures!!!

Hey buddies! Yay! im in such good mood coz ..u wanna noe y? Its becoz my days as a butler is over!! My maid from cambodia is here, and i have no idea y my family said she looks abit like me..which sux... haha. She's only 17 tho.. Anyway, im still happy coz now, im finally free.. i mean more free.. and i can spend more time for myself and enjoy for the rest of the holidays that are left for me. And ajay, Im sorry for being missing in action for so long k. i know i haven kept in touch with u for quite awhile. I promise i will find time to chat with you k!bye guys!

~chinaman~

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Wassup people i am back. how are you all . as usual i am studying and getting very irratated cause sometimes i am just to slow. i cant do anything properly. and now i am having so many doubts in doing medicine. so thats how life is for me now. being worried . scared . tension. stressed , pained , ....................... basically a emotional uphill. i really hope god gives me luck. may god bless me and all of you.



dont forget mua.

BUBBLES!!!!

dear buddies/bffs/peeps/crew.....

thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you
.....THANK YOU!!! ......

to allllll of u for the wonderfully excellente party that was so e bomb!!...thanks to e party planners...caterers....the receptionists/ushers....n the chauffers...the guests...n well every1!....never been happier!!...cldnt possibly think of a better way to hv celebrated all our b'dae's!!...thanks for NOT throwin me in n for throwin divs instead!!...haha...well i say e nxt time i come down i am sooooo goin to treat allll of u.....um tat is if i didnt already spend all my earning already!!!....if tat shld happen....nirvanas is on me!!...haha!...well it's save to say...MISSING ALL OF U PPL!!!....

so plz do keep me informed on e goin ons of KL ks.....

*mucks* *mucks*

love u all many many many many many many many many many many many many many....

(lo)shana

p.s.i m finally online takin calls!!!....i am terrible way!!!

thanks so much!!!

thanks darlings!!!!!

i jus wanted to say a really huge THANKSor taking the time to make our b days so special(us being me,losh,vina n lyd).. honestly u guys we had so much fun!!i really appreciate wat u guys have done.. i swear this b day is something i'll never forget!!

i specially want to thank the plannin commitee..N the food was awesome!!i really appreciate u guys takin time off..i know some of u r busy with classes n the rest of u are studyin but seriously thanks so much!!i was really surprised!!

i jus wanted to thank everyone for the wishes,presents n jus plain making my 19th a wonderful experience(apart from the fact that i was thrown into the pool though).. its something ill treasure forever!!

im so sorry i dun have pictures..can someone can pls post them up!!i smartly forgot my camera..

luv u guys a bunch!!

MUAXXX..

-DIVS-

wake up!!

IDIOT.... wake up.. u told me to msg u n wake u up..i even missed called u.. hope yr awake.. anyways i`m glad u liked the tee shirt., i like it too.. hhahaha well msg me yr ireland address.. u knoe just in case i wanna parcel u stuff... hahahaha
-PD-

come dance with me !

priyadarshini darling ! thank you for finally posting. im not going to update too much on my life here. i just spoke to aarthi and loshana for an hour today on skype. was a good feeling. i hope she'll update you guys when you guys meet next. i heard the party was great fun and everyone had a jolly good time. hmmph ! without me, fine thank you. anyway, toh yuen, will you please talk to me ? i feel so detached from you. i DONT see you online. and will you please get skype. im dying to hear your FUGLY voice. see i miss you so. sigh. oh guys can i have your malaysian addresses ? i might wanna send you guys postcards and stuff. ok wait, i need nad's scot add. and losh's singaporean one too. i hope everyone is having great fun. the only pathetic fun i get here is watching heroes and desperate housewives. and of course, thanks to my punjabi friends, tons of cool bhangra tracks like lut ke laigee. gurdip, wait till i get back !! haha.

guys, go download this track : baan faar kay - josh and sukhbir. it rocks me socks. if not, watch it on youtube. =)

then again,ill be back. im counting the days.you all better be doing the same.

ajay.

p/s : priyada, the tee shirt you got me is my favourite although it reveals my boobs a bit too much. haha.

PART 1 of paegent torture..

well... i`m stuffed to the max.. so damn full.. i cant even remember wat i ate.. thn again wats new eh??.. gosh i miss those days in delicious... aj.. u better be missin me coz i really am missin u.. i was sittin with my mummy in delicious wen the lady asked me where were my friends.. gosh... the memmories... anyway.. i`m kinda glad the whole paegent stuff is over n now i can blog n BITCH to the max....
ohhh.. to everyone who i hav not told bout my whole jungle experience.... well here it is..
as i was tellin some of u.. it all started with the 5km run.. (i did run ok)
ok ok.. i walked....happy.. but i did finish the race.. thn went home.. got ready n boarded the bus to KEDAH.. i`ve never been to kedah..oh wait.. LANGKAWI is in KEDAH.. heheh my bad sorryyyyyy...
reached there.. checked into some hotel.. wasnt so bad.. but v were ot allowed to go into each other`s rooms.. n it was only 2 to a room.. after dinner.. v had our whole sneaking about session... extremely hilarious... sounds like somethin v would do.. thn v had spot check.. to make sure we were in our rooms.. me n my room mate practicaly ran to our rooms wen v found out they were checkin. hahahaha
thn mornin v boarded a bus to go to SG SEDIM.. .......in case some of u dunno.. its in the middle of the jungle on BANJARAN titiwangsa.. no electricity.. n NO phone signal.... yes.. NO PHONE SIGNAL..
every mornin we were sup to be up at 6 for role call.. thn some tribal dance as part of our exercise at 6.30.. god i was half asleep dancin.. thn was our 5km hike into the jungle.. ARRRRRGHHHHHH
the amount of leaches i saw.. god...haiz.. oh in the middle of the jungle.. we saw this amazing waterfall.. i swear.. it`s the most beautiful thing i`ve seen.. it was somethin i`ll rememebr for the rest of my lifeee.. v decided to mandi in the water fall.. wen v got out.. v kinda got yelled at.. apparently the water from there is actually water supply for the whole village... lol.. so basically v were bathin in their cooking n bathing water.. hahaha. thn v went snokerling.. wow.. damn fun.. except the river current was super strong n i had to cling on to ppl for dear life.. hahah.. oh n there was flying FOX too...i got up there all ready to jump.. n thn i paused. i couldnt jump.. it was just walkin off onto nothing...(something tht i found hard to do cause it`s like commting suicide.. somethin i cant do.. coz.. i LOVE MY LIFEEEE)... haha anyway. after all tht.. v had a test to sit for.. god knows wat i wrote.. heheh thn i came back to KL... few pounds heavier.. hahahahahahahahahahah

-priyada-

WELL.. this is for ajay!!!
i wanna knoe la.. y u hav so many outings n pictures of those outings n i` wasnt there??? i wanna know.. seriously!!!!
n u dudu.. can u msg me.. like SMS u knoe??/ or u forgot my number??
wait la i`m gonna kick yr butt wen u get back here
oh n v threw divs..lyds.. vina.. n losha party.. hahaha it was a BLASTTTT
-priyada-

turning 19 ?

divya darling.

happy happy 19 th to you.

im still happy i wished you first. =)

haha. i can soooooo imagine aarthi's face reading this. and priyada's too. haha. losers !!

so anyway, i remember this day when we spent the dusk in a lonely hill in damansara with arvinda's car music and our crazy antics on the road. and you spilling ice cream on your hair !! haha.



then, i can remember our tanning effort in penang. how we tried our best to get a tan in 20 minutes. hillarious.



then, how the three of us drove to sunway and i reversed the car out the wrong wayy !! oh wait and your MINOR accident at aarthi's prior to that. =)


erm. another occasion was the day we got our results. our day spent at nirvana's and baskin robbins. a subtle outing yet we had pretty good conversations. in which we learnt that loshana conveniently lost her volume control button of her body. poor thing. =)


then i remember the day we accidentally played ice and water in the OU Park. sigh. the good times. =)


and one final thing.




YOU ROCK !!

so i hope you will have a great party and celebrate with the gang. i have no idea whats going on back home. just hoping that youre enjoying and cherishing every little moment !!

missing you and always thinking about all of you.

utmost love,

ajay.

It'z time to P.A.R.T.Y......

Ok, to all u people in kl.....'the gang' and so many more are invited for the....

PARTY!!!

12th oct 2007, Friday
At 6.30pm,
Pantai Panorama (darling priyada's plc)
and pls bring along rm10 each for the food.......

so u know itz gonna be a blast...!
super sorry for the pepz tat are not around...
we'll make sure we post picture's k!

for futher details pls contact me or aarthi and pls do r.s.v.p. as well...tq.
-ranpreet-

countdown. =)

all of you should get facebook.

and add me on it. go go go.

haha. okay buddies im fine and doing great. i was just checking to make sure everyone was still the same. looks like it. i hear no news at all of sheela, xin ni, hary and dhaya. will someone please skype me soon ?

poor loshana. the day i skyped her i was booking tickets. sorry eh. another time yeah ?

which reminds me.

Ill be back for 2 weeks plus. Between Dec 29th till Jan 15th.

Please dont tell the whole world. As it is, my mom doesnt want me going out at ALL.

best that. i dont care. i want to see everyone. and we're gonna have fun. back to the good old times.

loving and missing you guys more by the second. =(

then again, ill be back in 2 months. so yay !!

then we shall become the poops we are.

always thinking,

ajay.

Hi guys!After reading the ajay's post, im pretty confused.. Wats happening thats causing all that? Tell me guys..thanks! And Ajay, y u sound so pissed in ur last post? Whats bothering you? In not aware of any misunderstandings here tho..And you are right on we're not that hanging out anymore.. And im sure there's a reason. RT is busy studying, priyanan never updates here so i dunno wat happen to her, sheel busy studying too, rando busy with her uni, priyada oso i dunno wat happen, haha and loshi is all the way at Singapore..so its like everyone is busy.. And I have my chores to do, my maid is only arriving at the end of this month i supposed.. (hey im quite proud of myself coz i can cook!)haha. i cook for lunch almost everday, Xin Ni comes to my house everyday to teach my younger brother tuition, so thats it.. everyone has their own schedule. like me, im only free on saturday wednesday n friday.Unlike last time when we all go to same classes everyday, can make plans all.. Its quite hard now. But anyway ajay, is everything going fine there in ireland? how's your friends there? hows medicine life? I nv keep in touch with you for so long adi.. unlike last time everyday can hear stories from you..
And ohya, Me and Xinni decided to get married!coz she's pregnant!haha just kidding.. jsut to spies things up here..lol (don flame me!!!) XD
Guys, please tell me everything that's going on out there.. Like how's everyone?and how's everyone getting along together?Cheers k!
~Toh Yuen~

muahh

okay..i've got some great newz for u people....
I'M STARTING HOLIDAYZ NEXT WEEK!! :)
so tat means...now i have d freaking time to meet up wif u guys..everyday if i want to..! k rt can i pay u a visit sometime soon..? let me know when u'r free n ask sheela and tat divz and pd and whoever else to come....oh wait...tatz sounds like a party at ur plc..! hahah..
okay if can't i'll just come over for abit la k.....u never know i could like so help u in bio now :)
i'm sooooo loking 4wrd for this precious hols...my next one will only be in january...

okay before all tat i gotta study for my test on friday first...so adios ppl..
lurve,
rando

this small concern.

okay why the nicknames ? not this post. its on the next one.

my little concern is that this isnt an aarthi-loshana-ajay-tohyuen blog !

its one for so many and i see so little being posted up. im all the way here and i see absolutely no pictures of parties and functions and what nots. i am NOT the glue that held us together. its your own faith in each other that held it. thus, my leaving makes no difference. instead, the friendship should only grow stronger and mature as time goes by.

settle misunderstandings and to everyone, stay out of each other's extremely personal lives. ever since i came here, thats the one thing ive done ever so carefully so as to live a calm life. its not easy for some of you i know, but do it for the sake of goodness.

i cannot understand why simple outings to malls are becoming so rare. why is it so hard to keep everyone together ? do you think ill honestly be happy to return and have to pick up the pieces ? and then when i leave again, for the pieces to fall apart ?

no thank you.

sorry if this is harsh. what i hear isnt untrue. i know whats going on. i refuse to intervene or make things right. its not my friendship. its ours.

and to those who are pretending to care and be nice and so on, i'd advise you to stop. just live your own fuckin life and move on. stop trying to ruin whats already breaking apart.

and guys, im not very pissed. i just want us to stay strong. i want it to be a friendship. not just mine. not aarthi's. not sheela's. but ours.

is that so hard to ask for ?

ajay.

poops.

guys !

i am NOT starving myself and neither am i growing any thinner. instead ive been granting full permission to my love handles to mature. thus, please be reassured that im still your little fatty.

today i cooked a lot. okay, lot meaning a lot by my expectations and capability.

and what'd i make ? mee goreng, nasi goreng and mixed vege soup. and to add on i had toast, cereal and milk for breakfast.



here's one picture for proof.

i misssssssssss you guys like hell. just please pray i get tickets to get home. im so in need of you guys.

and i am NOT in love. despite all the crap that's been said. you know how fickle i can be.

loshana darling, sorry if i dont really reply your mails. i really cant type much nowadays. so i make everyone read this blog.

thus people like taraec, sumil, ziyan and jian all read this blog. so guys be careful with what you post. anything personal which you dont want the whole world to know, post up as a draft. whereby, instead of the usual PUBLISH POST, just click on SAVE NOW.

thanks divs and patsy for your mails. and to all, i love you guys so much and only distance shows how much our friendship means to me.

love always,

ajay.

ps: ive got new nicknames. one is sweets, the other is poopy and my all time favourite ? vegbob slutpants.

pss : wanna know why the names ? wait for my next post. =)

I m finally certain.....

hey buddies....
i'm still in s'pore...
but i managed to get both e hari raya weekend n 26th weekend off...
but i can only come down on one of them!...
i REALLY wanna celebrate my b'dae wif u guys...
but again fate does not allow it...
sighs...
well i m finally talkin to customers today...
i m doin call outs...
meanin i m remindin ppl of their appts...
but at least i m doin some kind of work u noe...
cust can b really nice...
or really terrible...
sighs...
at least it allows me to pass e day doin somethin wif my life...
but i m terrified tat i may b givin wrong information...
tat is like totally terrifyin...
i cld kenna from e Team Leader...
then i m dead!...
sighs..
can u believe it i m goin to b workin on my birthday!!
sighs lah!!!
but on thing e ppl r really nice at work...
but ther is still office gossip...
i somhw dont take part in those things...
cos i hv been at e recivin end of such things...
u noe 4 e 1st time i m actally sure bout e medicine...
my dad was juz testin my determination!!..
plus i got a "sign"....
in a magazine...it was exactly wat did it...
nw my dad is all in with e idea n i totally willin to spend
a fortune....more like sellin e hse!!...i will juz nt allow tat....
nevertheless he has his reservations on it...
but i m glad tat instead of resistin my wish....
he is finally lettin me do it....
n i m like really happy bout tat....
as u can see tat tis post is nt tat crazy as before ones...
cos i m feelin a rare sense of calmness...
oh by e way i found tat lip gloss i was mad about...
mayb tat also contributed to e calmness...
retail therapy is extremely wondrful for me...
i mean seriously i actually get a rush if i manage to snag a bargin....


well juz wanted to say...
love you guys n missing u truckloads...
u guys hv no idea....


love
loshi
(ur-calm-buddy-who-is-juz-chillin)



p.s.i took to you like fish to water but didnt realise hw polluted e water really was.i mistook e sea-green as a colour of e sea,but it was e colour of poison.

hey darlings

Remember the strawberrry days. i guess you wouldnt because it was my days. hehehe. all my strawberrries.

i miss everybody so much. i dont know but life is harder. priyaS and divvya please please blog. its my moms birthday oct 2. so please wish her she was feeling down for the past few days. i am slowing down on my studies i am dying so guys help. and is xinni available i need her mathematical skills and i need loshis too. everybody please remember the birthdays according to ajay. i am dying to talk to everyone so just incase you forgot how i look like look at the pic in the side . miss me yet. hehehe

hey darlings

One and only I.

Guesssssssss who's back ?

UH HUH !!!

Anyway, I see loshana has been busy developing her poetic skills in Singapore. Now to clarify a few matters, those who happen to dont get email replies/testimonials/ comments, its because today is the first day Ive been so at peace after god knows how long. Im so uber tired.

So Ive been shopping. I have, in the last 2 days, spent 800euros. now, incase you're not aware of the conversion, simply multiply that amount by 4.8 to obtain the value in ringgit.

and what did i buy you ask ?

jeans,jackets, pullovers, tee's, headphones, wallet, and some other random stuff.

so yeah. im still your himboitic shopaholic bitch.

anyway, my life's still the norm. boring and as usual i always say this, toh yuen, i will NEVER forget you. and i mean it. not some cliche'd line you've been hearing. ive heard no news of hary and xin ni and gurdip and priyadarsh and arvinda for god knows how long.

anyway, divs thanks for your recipes. loshana, thanks for being such a loyal updater. to the rest, shoooooooooooooooo !!

haha. kidding. so err ive been drinking here too. we have this shit drink here called BULMERS. with almost no alcohol content whatsoever, its amazing i managed to finish 4 pints. and then resorted to tequilla. haha. like the good ol' days.

and for all your darling informations, im not in love at ALL. and there's no one new. ever since the good old wine days. shit....... how crappy that was !

i wanna know more. =(

anyway, here's a little tinge on what ive been doing.














eddie rockets. where they perfected
hamburgers.

gahhh. orang orang malaysia dan singapura.































jamie. the 'babe'















jean. jason. christine. i. merville field. 2 am.







christine and i. she the man la ! oops. i mean just ignore the la. i have an accent now anyway. =)



























let me just make a nice lil promise. if i do get home, although i have a million things to do, please lets just go out once and celebrate a late late late birthday for me. though ill be doing something or nothing here, if i get to come home, we're sooooooo celebrating it.

ok. that was an order. wasnt exactly asking.

p/s : aarthi told me a secret. =)

ajay.

hey guys,

Hey guys i need to own about 3 skyhigh buildings and about 20clinics 4 mansion 2 houses and 5 apartments author of 20 books in one word multi billionaire and a hot old women by the time i am 50 . does anybody have an idea on how and where can i start. i knoe planning for it is goin to be so fun. .........................................................................................................................hehehehe.

i know watya goin to say...... hehehe
just wanna see your comments.

aarthi