old??!!

happy b day ajay bajay!!!!!

the big ol 18 eh??gosh i feel so old lar!!!jus think next year will be the big 20 for some of us!!

so darlin enjoy ur teen ages while u have em..hope u have an awesome day!!sighs...ur gonna celebrate witout us!!bet u wont have as much fun!!haha..kiddin!!anyways we miss u..u have a blast of a b day..n we're so gonna partaaaayyy when u get back!!cant believe ur oni gonna be back for a week..how he heck am i supposed to get enough of u!!

luv ya loads!!!

-divs-

bahh.

oh my god.

how time flies.

this time tomorrow, ill be...................














































18.































somebody pich me. im becoming OLD and SAGGY. gahh. depression kicks in at last.

ajay.

exams are eating me up.

truly. thats all ive been doing. work and work and more work

on the lighter side of matters, ive completed my archaeology work, and handed all of it in before time. so im good with the elective.

gahh with the pots and combs and stones.

next up : histology workbook.

due : friday.

though i personally think they will remove the website on thursday at 5 pm.

hmm. someone, give me a break and i want a kit kat.

see how deprived ive become. and people, illl be home on jan 4th till the 11th. shouldnt be too bad. just bought my ticks yesterday. ill be home sooner than you think. =)

ajay.

the ladies , couple of preety posers hehehehe. love you guys

sheela divya priya da pervina lydia they all look so nice in colours

this is vina and lyd. vina looked preety and lyd wore a nice saree

this is an awesome picture you can look at my sari more. if i look preety it is because my

sari was really simple and nice it was given by my grandma who i miss very much so

basically it made me happy that i was wearing it.

so ajay i know you are waiting to look at these pictures so , beautiful is it not . all of us r together i think tar took this picture. i think we look awesome. love them thanks for coming you guys

ok so ajay more pictures are on the way soon ok love ya sorry but i forgot yesterday can we call each other on sundays instead sat nightabout my time 4pm so your time 9am i think.or 3 also can. ajay if feel like talking call any of us . i know you are missing ome thats why you are troubled.

what lies behind

hullo again everyone.

needless to say, another hectic weekend awaits me. well, i had my first aid exam today. not too bad, i think ive only made one error, and i sure hope i pass the paper good. anyway, im good in all aspects here.

funny how everyone only blogs as a method to inform everyone something like a public TEXT MESSAGE. well, i should take at least half the blame as i too take it for granted that other than some simple notice, there is no necessity to blog anything substantial here. today ill hopefully change that perspective.

just some food for thought : trust ;

has anyone realised how easily we place so much trust in strangers and then call them our close friends ? how we then take it for granted things will go smoothly. how we never ever expect there to be any problems along the way. in most cases, the fluid flows smoothly across its mould, but there are times when it just leaks out. thing is, when one has this moment, it feels like life comes crashing down.

sometimes i blame myself. why place so much trust and hope in others ? we're not that weak. we can hold it all in while still managing happy lives. thing is, it isnt the same when you have someone to share it with. no need for a partner of any sort, just a friend that will kindly lend his or her ear. thing is, it isnt often that such sincere people come in our lives.

in my own, ive found only a handful; mentioning names isnt really of importance here. thing is, sometimes i wish i was a little more closed up. i wish i could just curl up and become a ball and bounce away alone and enjoy some peace. but i never do. i choose to confide in people and when something stupid happens, everything feels like shit.

okay im not having an emo period. im just biting on the reality that BEHIND EVERY JOKE LIES SOME TRUTH.

thing is, of the late, some of the people ive met here are getting on my nerves more often than not. and you guys yourselves have never seen me at my full-blown anger. i dont want to explode for the wrong reasons. but you know how pissed i was when you guys applied some cream on my cheeks in the car in langkawi. well, take that, times it by 20 and pffft. * all blown up and pissed *

geeez.

aarthi, friendly reminder ! im skyping you at 3 - 4 pm my time. not yours. so dont be smart and come online 8 hours in advance. =)

love love,

Aj.

toodles!!!

hey u guys im leavin to the philippines tomoro..u guys have a great week k!!i hope i find some stuff worth gettin u guys!!

will call wen i get back!!n those who r busy studyin..pls try have fun k!!

n someone pls help that idiot ajay!!ill deal wit u wen i get back..haha.luv ya darlin.jus try not do stupid stuff while im away ok!!

luv ya guys..muaxx!!!

divs

its not gonna be good.

Okay guys.

Time for some confessions. I havent exactly been a good boy. And if some of you dont skype me soon enough, Ill fall deeper into the grave im digging now. I just need to talk to you guys, get some good scolding and Im sure Ill be good again.

Then again, some things get addicitive. Sigh.

Personally, I think mails might help as well. Im very disappointed in myself. And do not worry, Im not in depression. Mine's more of stupidity and lack of control.

Someone please ask Arvinda how addicitve Sobranie's are and let me know.

So just help me out here. Thanks. =)

ajay.

19... n still cluelessss...

whohooo.. finally 19... hahaha god.. it seems like i waited like forever to turn 19 coz almost everyone`s already 19.. except for sumil... n U ajay n lyd.. n losh.. hahaha.. well AJAY.. i dunno how u do it.. but yr timing is just PERFECT... not bad... few hundred miles away n yr still the first to wish me.. hahahahhahaha.... oh yeah lyd`s a bit annoyed tht u beat her.. hahahaha well the day was BORING.. all i did was receive calls n sms.. went to lunch wid my family at KWANS.. thn tuition with Ms. JASLINDER thn dinner at delicious with parents.. see.. told ya it was boringg

.. came home n sleptt..... thn today.. LYD n VINA n vina`s FREN.. surprised me by showin up at my house with cake... ok the gesture was really cute ok..n they tried really hard.. but i wasnt surprised.. coz..... i already KNEW!!! but i still love u GUYS>... n it was really sweet... coz i knoe both lyd n vina dont wake up till noon,,, hahaha so thx for draggin yr buts outta bed for me......... n the walk in mid V was fun too.. after a long time being home.. hehehehe.... oh thn i came home n went for my cousin`s school function..... wasnt too bad,.. ANYWAYS... i gtg now..... c u guys tom at RT`s house/....... oh AJ.. yr INVITED too... if u can make IT!!!
-priyada-

quicke uno.

hi guys !


hello everyone. my sincere apologies for the long period of absenteeism.

ive been having exams and stuff. i got one more on tuesday evening. ill update more another time. my camera is officially dead and can no longer be used, thus, no pics till i get back.

uhm, apart from that, life's okay. im going for the annual ball on wednesday night. cant wait !! its in a stadium. gonna be awesome. btw, ive been on a shopping spree, more like shoe-buying spree. hahaha.

my love to everyone. =D

ajay.

WHer Is every1!

Hey ppl...

yoohoo...is like anyone ther....hey!...hello!.....GUYS!!...

well okay i feel like hv to say tis..regardin my b'dae...but thanks to all the ppl who tried n tried to call me n cldnt reach me....yes tat includes u divs....n all those ppl who left msges on facebook n friendster....yesh...ajay, rando n toh yuen!!....thanks for the wishes...

i wld like to let every1 noe....tat will b comin on the 15th to the 18th of nov to m'sia cos i hv IMU interview...*gasp*...on the 15/11....sori i will not b able to come down for deepavali....cos i cant get leave and my brother has exam the nxt day...so i m like stuck here....sighs...but yesh i wld like to see all the pics...cos frankly i wanna see all my sari-clad buddies!!!u guys r all gonna look sooooo hot wei!!...

anyways have to ciao....love you guys to absolute bits...
n missing you guys a ton....

loshana

p.s.gurdip also for msgin...aarti for tryin to msg...n everyone else who tried..cos it's the thot tat counts!!

dwali

hey guys,


so here is a invite for everybody . deepavali eve in my house at 8 .
bring firecrackers if you want , anything just come .


i am wearing a saree so wear anything .
aaaaaaaaaajay you are invited if vyou can come