pissed off!!!

i can't sign into my msn!!!im gettin so pissed off i feel like picking my stupid laptop up n smashing it into the wall!!!!why can't it work..its drivin me crazyyyyyyy!!!!stupid internet!!

man im so pissed off...aaaaarrrrrrrgggggghhhhhh!!!i need someone to scream at!!

why is it the people u love most sometimes are the ones who least understand u??!!!

having such a bad day!!!n i can't go online!!!

-divs-

*punching pillow wit fist clenched really really tight*

new leaf

hey guys how are you . i am just sitting at home and doing nothing . missing ajayan nair and priya nan to the max cant wait for them to come back though it is going to prob take forever. i am doing fine. i had to peoplesit the Indian auntie and uncles that came for a holiday(which a few of you would have run into me in malls on occasions with them) i must say i have spent a lot of money and i have spent less time with my friends and all i want to do is SPEND TIME WITH MY FRIENDS .i am bored beyond belief and i NEED TO LOSE WEIGHT IMMEDIATELY. i have gained 2 Kg since staying at home. i will keep you updated on my weight issues(by the way ajay i dont think i will be as lucky as you and lose weight when i go overseas will more likely put on weight if i dont exercise so i am so JEALOUS you lost weight). apart from that jmy future is uncertain as ever but it is ok i just have to do my best .plans are in motion but only god can help me. so i must say i am still waiting for my adventure and it is annoying me that i have to wait knowing this is all my fault. maybe i should just get married wouldnt that be a shock.hehehe
until next time.


love ,
aarthi

Shorty.

Hey guys, whats the craic ?

Losha, I need to talk to you soon. Will post soon.

ps : My old blog(www.ajayannair.blogspot.com) is back in action. Back to the old days. Do drop by and leave comments. Missing you guys !!

ajay.

hey people!!

hey!!
REMEMBER ME!!!!
guess wat?!
i am comin tmr to m'sia....tis time for good!!
well not for good juz to do the years required in uni....
well i know it has been a long time since i posted....
so here's a lil scoop...
i hv made 2 trips down to kl for short periods...lastin only 2 or 3 days i the past 2 months...
so sori if i didnt meet up!!!...
and we will hv plenty of time once i am bck....
tat is apart from uni and studyin and wat not....
i seriously hope i hv a life in UNI!!...
guess its all about balance...
by the way i feel u divs...
know wher tat feeling is comin from...
the feelin of uncertainty and excitedness mixed together witha hint of panicness and a pinch of self doubt with a whole lot of cant-wait-for-it...
...
wat am i talkin bout?!
oh yea startin uni...
my brain also feels like mush...
and i need my freedom back...
i want to feel like i wat nothin to do rather than wish that uni starts...
still i shld say that i cant possibly imagine wat it is like to like leave everyone behind to go study in a forign uni...
then again i think i will find out in 2.5 years...
um...
still i am absloutely positive tat u will b fine....u are a smart intelligent and pretty young woman...
it's goin to b a walk in the park...more than i can say for myself..
anyways sorry about the breakup toh yuen...you guys did make a great couple...but guess you have to learn to grow from each experience good or bad...
glad tat ur dad's doin better aarti....
and its a bummer u cant come down durin easter ajay....
well anyways will see u guys soon...

ciao...

*mucks**mucks*
loshana

Sadly enough !

Hello everyone - just a quick post.

I WONT be home for Easter. Apparently my aunty and grandma are all off somewhere. And also since I only have like 3 or 4 days of proper vacation time, I dont see the purpose in investing in a  trip back home. 

Missing you guys loads as usual. I think the value of this sentence is slowly lessening. However so, I hope you guys are enjoying yourselves.

Love from Ireland as usual.

ajay.

im getting old!!!!

haiz..sorry u guys its been a really busy few weeks for me.kinda getting evrything finalised now!!my intake is on the 13th of march which means il have to be in manipal before that!!honestly im really really FREAKED!!!well of course im excited n all but still,i dun wanna leave home!!!im gonna miss it soooo much.honestly im jus a lil afraid to grow up i guess..but i guess it has to happen sometime rite??!!

well im really excited to start studyin again though..feel like my brains have been wasting away this past few months!!guess i better nuture wat eva lil of it thats left soon before it all turns to mush!!a lil worried bout not bein able to cope though..i should be ok rite???rite???anyone??!!!i jus wanna do well..n have a lil fun*keeps fingers crossed*

toh yuen im really sorry to hear about the break up..u guys were an awesome couple lar!!but i guess anything happens..but im sure the realtionship has made u the person u are today,helped u mature and become a better person!!

rt im glad your dads doin better too!!honestly i really freaked out wen u tol me lar!!i think we jus take everything for granted and dun cherish our lives enough!!

well guys since im leavn sooon..and its been an awful long time since langkawi.rt n i were thinking we could jus take a lil day trip up to genting this friday!!yes this friday..so anyone whos interested and knows where to get the tickets from pls sms me by wednesday k!!my brother jus went today wit some of his frens n he took the bus from one utama..u guys wanna take it from there??!!think it would be more convinient for some of us..but centrals fine too i guess!!could someone check it out though??!!

well lemme know if interested..if its too much we culd all jus go out for a movie or something lar!!

love u guys..

-div-

44th anniversary

Hey guys, sorry for not posting here that frequent, i hope everyone is doing great! Well im aware that most of the people that blogs here are very busy with their Uni life, so don be too harsh aarthi!haha.. Well, i really wish to go back to the life im supposed to be living now!
After such a long break of not blogging here, i guess i have to update myself a little huh.. The year 2008 hasnt been really good to me, well actually i supposed its not all bad, its just i have been living a terrible n unrealistic life for the past few years.. Bottom line is, i have not improved much... And i really regret it.. I wont go on details of wat made me think this way, coz its just too much to write, but yeah, i can say that for once, in my life, i finally get the tight slaps on my face which i truly deserves.. well not literally slaps, i mean confrontation..with reality. I have wasted too much time not doing anything right. 2 years of education and $24k down the drain. 3 and a half years (44 months to be exact) of relationship, actually today is supposed to be my 44th month anniversary with her, we always celebrate on the ninth of every month.. all gone becoz of the stupid ridiculous, unrealistic and most of all, immature life. Ofcoz i cant say that the 2 years of college life has been totally wasted, coz i have met u guys, but other than that, is IS all down the drain..
Enough of that i guess. Well, wat made me think this way u ask, first, my uni application thingy didnt work out so well like i expected, so i have no other choices but to do locally in some "least popular" Uni, but other than that, its becoz of the course i wanna take which is Civil engineering.. very few unis offer that course here, and also financial matters. But no worries, as long as i can study wat i want and get atleast honours, it wont be a problem..i hope.. 2nd thing is, i think u guys should've already guessed it, im single. People say going overseas does change a person's thinking. Well its sort of a mutual thingy, i mean she has fallen out of love, wat can i do? So i guess this is mutual aint it?haha.. I still love her.. in fact i still love her as much as the first day we got together. But now, i just have to let her go, and enjoy the single life that i didnt get to have for the past few years!haha... Well, i also c this as an opportunity for me to get serious on myself and prioritize things. So, i have planned to get my degree n then do masters at Australia and then work with my bro.(My bro is also a civil engineer and is working there now) And throughout the few years of studying, i have promised myself not to get involved in a serious relationship, coz i don wan distractions. Dating or jsut a fling would be alright i guess haha.. Cmon im a guy!I wanna have fun too right!lol.. And after all that, when im ready, and if i still love her, i will go for her then..haha. In my dreams... LOL. I just wish i could c the future now.. ^^

Thats y i said, it has been a tough month for me, everything just happened so sudden n unexpectedly.. But i take it as a GREAT lesson. just had to learn it the hard way.. But i will always have people the trust me, and people that love me. My true friends, and more importantly, my family.

OMG im sorry it really sounded like a speech/story telling huh.lol.. But i think its a part of my life that i will never forget, and will always take it as a lesson. Well, people learn from history right?

All these happened 2 weeks ago.. so im fine now.. don worry! although i still get emo once in a while when i think her and the times we had... Its heartbreaking, but i will get over with it.
oops i guess i did went into details huh..lol..realll really sorry for such a LONG LONG post!!*^^*
So people, any gals to intro?LOL!

~Tohyuen~

My absence has been for toooo long.

So I bet everyone's wondering where Ive disappeared to. Well honestly, everyday is a busy day. See all I do is upload all the new pics to facebook, so guys, I plead with you all to get it. Most of us are already on it ( ie : Toh Yuen, Nan, Rando, Gurdip, Dhaya, Aarthi, Divya, Da, Sumil and a few others ) so people like Sheela please go and get it. If not you have to LEAVE the gang. Vina too. pfft.

So updates from the last few weeks ? I emceed and danced for Malaysian Night. Here are some select few pictures.








Haha- personally I like the middle picture the most. And we've been asked to perform again this Tuesday. woahh !!

Next up we had a class results party, celebrated 2 birthdays and basically had many nights out in about 2 weeks. Gaahhhh. I AM doing med, I need to study soon. If not habis la this semmo.

Haha. Here are stuff from Christine's 20th in Merville :





Mandatory self-love. As you see in the picture above this, Victor and I co-incidentally dressed identically. We wore grey shirts, blue vests, beige belts, and white shoes. Geez- good taste Ajay and copycat victor !! haha.

And then some shots from the class party !!





Ahhhh..... good nights out !! Life's been good guys. I want to meet up for Easter but I really dont feel like flying home for just 5 days so Ill give it a pass. Ill be going to Manchester with the classmates for some good Irish hours. Yeahhh !!

Let me know whats up and just to let you know how much Ive matured,


toodlessssy poopsy.

ajay.

finally!!!!

everything is less hectic . my dad did have a small heart attack he had a blood clot stuck on the stem that they put in the last time so they took the stem (because it was to small for the artery (ex:diameter of stem is 8mm and artery is 12mm) and enlargened it and removed the blood clot before that . docter said he was lucky because the enzyme test showed he had a heart attack anywhere between the 2 weeks before he was admitted. and my genious dad went and played badminton on the sunday before he was admitted. it is a miracle he could do whateva he did and not have colapsed. It would have been better if he went to the hospital after that but nooo he did not go until thursday evening. huh so angry at him i knew that something was wrong when he scolded me for a very small thing because i felt like deja vu to the other time he had a heart attack he behaved the same way .thank god he was okay. so just stayin at home and helping dad with stuff because NOBODY IN THE WORLD IS LETTING HIM REST. He has been having visitors in and out from the time he was back home. all of us are running around making breakfast lunch and dinner not to mention tea making drinks washing and...............cant stand it on top of that i am also sick (sorethroat and flu). and not to mention my dad who is so bored he is DRIVING ME CRAZY . he is like aarthi do this aarthi do that aarthi that is not good enough aarthi this is not good enough aarthi this aarthi that aarti aarthi aaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrtttttthhhhhhiiiiii. huf. no having afternoon naps no staying in the bedroom 7 hours a day he is making all types of rule and i cant even argue with him because my mom is like stop he needs to rest then he is like smiling (i won like smile) and i smile back and go down to the hall and go destroy some paper or anything . frustrated is the most viable feeling in me right now.F-R-U-S-T-R-A-T-E-D. but everything is extremely ok with his health so no worries. thanks everybody for their prayer and worries.
love
aarthi

ps why is no one writing on the blog.

oh......

my dad had a very small heart attack docters are not sure but he is not strapped to the bed or anything just under obsevation until next week thursday or something he has been there for three days already.docters are doing tests but my mom is staying in the hospital for the last few days. so everything is ok .

aarthi

i am fine

ok people it is obvious that everyone is either too busy or carrying on with their life because this blog is becoming BAD or everyone probably has facebook. anywayz not complaining but people i miss you alll so if you can lets try to make this happen i wanna know everything or atleast all the fun and exciting details . anyway just so you know my dad is in the hospital so i am just a bit worried but it is ok he just felt chest pains and we were scared he had heart attack(bcs he had it before ,his a heart patient) so my brother drove him to the hospital IJN so he his being treated by a very good docter so no worries i guess just made me realise i am going to be in my 20's so i have to start exercising and taking care of myself if not i to might have an heart attack at 50 which is scary( thats what my dad keeps saying to me anyway)i guess my family should really have a better menu for lunch and dinner because that is when we make curry and everyone knows that indian cooking is with too much oil sometimes. so my family has to have a better diet or my dad might end up in hospital again which is scary and frightening . life has no guarantees people so we must all keep in touch bcs if anything happens to me or you guys when we are 70 or80 or90 or 100(if you are lucky) just remember i would want you there just so you can remember how our college days were because it was awesome and i would not trade it for anything in the world(except for my family). remember all we would have is memories which is the most precious thing in the world. so people dont worry about my dad i will tell him that you all asked about him and if you have time write in this blog because its suppose to be interesting.we are suppose to keep in touch SO WRITE IN THIS BLOG. i love my dad and i am gonna tell him that everyday from now on .ciao



love aarthi