I m finally certain.....

hey buddies....
i'm still in s'pore...
but i managed to get both e hari raya weekend n 26th weekend off...
but i can only come down on one of them!...
i REALLY wanna celebrate my b'dae wif u guys...
but again fate does not allow it...
sighs...
well i m finally talkin to customers today...
i m doin call outs...
meanin i m remindin ppl of their appts...
but at least i m doin some kind of work u noe...
cust can b really nice...
or really terrible...
sighs...
at least it allows me to pass e day doin somethin wif my life...
but i m terrified tat i may b givin wrong information...
tat is like totally terrifyin...
i cld kenna from e Team Leader...
then i m dead!...
sighs..
can u believe it i m goin to b workin on my birthday!!
sighs lah!!!
but on thing e ppl r really nice at work...
but ther is still office gossip...
i somhw dont take part in those things...
cos i hv been at e recivin end of such things...
u noe 4 e 1st time i m actally sure bout e medicine...
my dad was juz testin my determination!!..
plus i got a "sign"....
in a magazine...it was exactly wat did it...
nw my dad is all in with e idea n i totally willin to spend
a fortune....more like sellin e hse!!...i will juz nt allow tat....
nevertheless he has his reservations on it...
but i m glad tat instead of resistin my wish....
he is finally lettin me do it....
n i m like really happy bout tat....
as u can see tat tis post is nt tat crazy as before ones...
cos i m feelin a rare sense of calmness...
oh by e way i found tat lip gloss i was mad about...
mayb tat also contributed to e calmness...
retail therapy is extremely wondrful for me...
i mean seriously i actually get a rush if i manage to snag a bargin....


well juz wanted to say...
love you guys n missing u truckloads...
u guys hv no idea....


love
loshi
(ur-calm-buddy-who-is-juz-chillin)



p.s.i took to you like fish to water but didnt realise hw polluted e water really was.i mistook e sea-green as a colour of e sea,but it was e colour of poison.