HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

TO: ALL MY BUDDIES...(you know who you are)....

hope everyone's new year was awesome where ever it was
and with who ever it was celebrated...
yup one year has come and gone...
weird ah...can u imagine some of juz last year were freaking out bout the alevels...n some of us r now freaking out bout it....(good luck with that!!)
but still i wild like to wish everyone all that the world can offer...
tat they find happiness if they havent and contentment...
a peace of mind and heart and also..
world peace...(had to squeeze tat in)...
wish tat you find the answers to you prayers and problems of the last year..
and the strength and wisdom to face any new ones of this year...
of course i also hope that everyone has an absolutely smashing year...
with lots of fun and laughter surrounded with the people you love and are loved by
and the joy of living and juz being young...
cos frankly u are young only once...
so let loose and ROCK ON!!

love and missing u guys to bits!!!

xoxoxo
love u guys!
*muck**mucks*

loshana

p.s. Ajay i am going to KILL you!!!

p.s.s. hope to see you guys really soon!!

p.s.s.check out http://www.dropshots.com/iamafeminist_89

dunno if i should post this here.

hi guys, i just dunno who to talk to..and im not sure if i should post if here or not. i just realised that i have no one to talk to about this.. Xin Ni wants a break up. she said she wants a pause in our relationship and honestly, i dunno wat that means.. it started with a quarrel that we had b4 she left for london. actually its regarding our different points of view. Well, basically, i doubted about her love on me, coz i noticed some changes for quite some time.. trust me, i can feel it after 3+ years with her.. and i con fronted her, and she noes it herself. and she's just thinking into a more realistic person now. she wants a good future for her, she is always thinking of career, and me not being good enough, thats probably about it. so the thing is, she is being much more realistic now. i noe she doesnt want a repeat of her parents unhappy marriage. She also mentioned about me being too dependant on her, but the truth is, i really like to do things with her, she gives me motivation. i noe i depend on her on studies, but other than that, i just like to share with her, and do stuffs together.I noe i have said some mean things to her, and i felt terrible. i have apologised. We write emails to each other, so we don let our emotions take control of our decisions. but still, she wants a break. i really dunno wat should i do now. i have agreed on the pause thing, but i told her to think about it for the next 17 days untill she come back, then we will discuss about it seriously. but i just feel really terrible.. I really miss the Xin Ni that used to wait for me during classes, buy me food whenever im hungry, be by my side whenever i needed her, scold me when i do something wrong.. the one that loved me for the past 3 years. No one is at fault here i noe, but i just wanna fight for her back. i really don wanna lose her. i just...want her back.

-tohyuen-

im sorry if im not supposed to post this here. i just wanna express myself. sorry.

the most truthful letter of my life.

So I didnt have a very productive studying day. When I checked my junk mail, I found this. And this cracked me up like hell. oh geez.


Dear Sir/Madam,
 
I am a staff of one of the leading banks in Ghana. I will give you the  
name of my bank and other important information if I receive a  
positive reply from you. For security reasons I cannot disclose my  
full identity to you now until I am sure of your cooperation. I work  
in the operations department where I serve as account officer to  
numerous customers.One of the customers whom I worked as his account  
officer was a wealthy diamond merchant from America. Because this man  
was good to me when he was alive,I took it upon myself to travel to  
his country last month, to see if I could locate any of his close  
relations.
 
On reaching there I discovered that his only surviving uncle died a  
few months back. I sponsored this trip on my own and nobody in the  
bank knew I was undertaking the journey so I did not present any  
official report of my findings in the bank. Now there are two things I  
could do with regards to the money. First, as his accounts officer, I  
could formally notify the bank authorities that the man is dead and  
has no next of kin. In this case the money would be forfeited to the  
government after some time. As a matter of fact this is the proper  
thing I am supposed to do.
 
Another thing I can do is to arrange for someone else, a foreigner, to  
act as the next of kin of the late man so that he will claim the  
money.This is the option that I can do to help anybody and myself  
since the money actually is public fund due to the fact that my friend  
was a close ally to the late brutal military president that looted  
government treasury. And that is why I have chosen to do it.
 
I want you to be my partner. All you would have to do is act as the  
next of kin of the dead man and the whole money in the account will be  
transferred to your account. As the accounts officer to the late man,  
I have all the necessary documents that will require claiming the  
money in the account. The total money in the account is US$17 million.  
Your share will be 30%, which is US$5,100,000. My colleague and I will  
share 70%. Reach me immediately by mail so that I can give you further  
details.Also provide me with your full name and your direct telephone  
and fax to reach you.
 
I awaits your urgent response.
 
Best regards.
Mr.Daniel Martins.

Thank you so much. I feel so utterly lucky already.

hahahaha. see you guys in a month !!

love,

ajay.

18th.

My 18th.

so it came and passed by in a fast flow. and i must say it was one helluva celebration. its been a week since ive turned 18. hmm.

so i had 3 celebrations. my first was a surprise.


i was treated to korean food and a surprise karaoke session, whereby i tested my skills. poor, i must say. and i got the most awesome awesome cake ever and the best butler's irish chocolate. thanks to all who came and made it so grand. i had so many people come that it was too grand. pics ? all of the pics are on facebook. ive 2 entire albums on my birthday.

the second was unexpected. my housemates, whom i rarely even see/spend time with, baked me a huge tray of chocolate chip cake. which was too good. and this was celebrated at 3 pm. haha. thanks fellas.

the third was at rcsi. bollywood night at the club, down under. so fatin and pal were all there. was good fun. went with my poopies. so was good fun. but the music was bad shape. came home with some friends.

and now, im exhausted and really ill. my throats being a pain and ive exams starting on monday. im so so so worried. pffft.

and thanks to everyone who wished me. so to mention,

the first to call me was CHIU HUI JIAN.

then everyone else wished me. thanks to gurdip and ash who wished me twice ; malaysian and irish times. haha. you guys are awesome.

so thanks everyone for making it so sweet.

ajay.

Drawing Xin Ni

Guess who's this?hehe.. I think this looks prettier than the real her haha!!shh!!don tell her.wahaha



Wahaha.. this drawing of her was done on 14/10/2007.. Can look at this whenever i miss her now. haha

sigh.. im so sad.. Xin Ni has gone to London for holiday...for a month.. Gonna miss her really badly, somemore its so near exam.. Haih.. have never so far and so long apart with her before.. i noe its only 1 month, but still, nothing to do at home is just gonna make me think about her more often.. studying without her is just so boring. im writing this while she's boarding the plane haha.. i just wish she will be safe, have a safe flight, and have a really enjoyable vacation, and stay healthy, and most importantly, come back safe.. and ohya, buy me gifts too ^^ .. i haven bought her a 'real' birthday present too.. haha. dunno y im writing this, guess i just wanna tell u guys that she's on vacation there till 6th january next year. bye!
tohyuen

flying!!

let me juz start of wif...

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY!!!...since you hv been wished twice in a row i thot i make it three!!...hope tat u had a rockin day!!!....

anyways

juz like to say tat i will be in NZ on the 5/12...yups i am like still reachable until like the 14/12 thru friendster email oor wateva...after which from then to the 26/12 i am M.I.A...aka missing-in action....so yup....so ppl if u hv any request apart from the chocolates which i will get...plz do email or msg will gladly try to accomadate....excpt from anythin illegal and/or heavier then a kilo....tat means i will not b able able to pack any cows or sheeps or cute NZ boys/gals n bring them back to malaysia for u guys but apat from tat...any requests??

anyways will b missin u guys...
i will try to hv as much fun as i can for u guys...

haha...

*mucks*

cya soon!!

ajay....

Ajayyyyy...i'm a bad friend..i noe...
ok i'm probably like the only one that didn't wish u... I'M SUPER SOWIE..!!
i knew it wz ur bday, i didn't forget but somehow i lost track of the day..then i didn't come online so...ai yoh i aso dono la.. no point in coming up wif excuses, it jz shldn't have been done..SORRY!
anyway,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY AJAY!
em, i guess it'z alil late to say many happy returns of the day...bt i'm saying anyway..
Many many happy returns of the day and all the best in everything :)
Missing u loadz ajay...faster get ur ass back here!

love,
ranpreet :)

p/s: I'm dying to hear wut nonsense u did for ur bday...now tat itz finally legal..