Tuesday, October 2, 2007

this small concern.

okay why the nicknames ? not this post. its on the next one.

my little concern is that this isnt an aarthi-loshana-ajay-tohyuen blog !

its one for so many and i see so little being posted up. im all the way here and i see absolutely no pictures of parties and functions and what nots. i am NOT the glue that held us together. its your own faith in each other that held it. thus, my leaving makes no difference. instead, the friendship should only grow stronger and mature as time goes by.

settle misunderstandings and to everyone, stay out of each other's extremely personal lives. ever since i came here, thats the one thing ive done ever so carefully so as to live a calm life. its not easy for some of you i know, but do it for the sake of goodness.

i cannot understand why simple outings to malls are becoming so rare. why is it so hard to keep everyone together ? do you think ill honestly be happy to return and have to pick up the pieces ? and then when i leave again, for the pieces to fall apart ?

no thank you.

sorry if this is harsh. what i hear isnt untrue. i know whats going on. i refuse to intervene or make things right. its not my friendship. its ours.

and to those who are pretending to care and be nice and so on, i'd advise you to stop. just live your own fuckin life and move on. stop trying to ruin whats already breaking apart.

and guys, im not very pissed. i just want us to stay strong. i want it to be a friendship. not just mine. not aarthi's. not sheela's. but ours.

is that so hard to ask for ?

ajay.

4 comments:

weknowyouwantus. said...

ajay honey sorry but dont be worried is just some of us have been too busy but in actual fact everybody has been minding their own business because we are so busy . i and sheela have a lot to study so we are working and doing a lot of things life is quite stressfull. as for the rest we are all prob goin to meet up before priya goes and we talk about you all the time so please take it easy dont worry yourself and i dont exactly understand your blog so i dont know who you are talking about so hon if it is me sorry.but everything is ok as far as i know.

weknowyouwantus. said...

that was me aarthi ontop

weknowyouwantus. said...

huh?? darlin can u chill ah!! everyones pretty busy with their own stuff i guess.. except me!!haha.its jus not so easy anymore for the whole gang to go out to the mall but we're trying.i meet rt n dar atleast once a week.losh calls n i send her e mails.we're not becomin distant jus spendin more individual time i guess.. dun worry bout us lar.i promise ill do wat eva i can to make our big group outings happen more often!! although my dad will prob kill me wen the bill comes lar!!seriously dunno how u did it:)

luv ya!!

weknowyouwantus. said...

woops n dat was me!! i dunno why i always forget!!have to go design a banner for dar now.. wish me luck!!

-divs-