dunno wat to do!

Hey guys!Im posting again!finally after such a long time missing in action huh..haha..
anyway, just gonna update myself a little after such a long time not seeing u guys.. Bet no one will even realise if i was dead..haha. I haven started any of the studying and im not proud of that.. But its only 1 paper so no hurry. Gosh i really have to start soon! Btw, my mom is really hoping that i would enter Monash(local) to do my engineering but i have to wait for my forecast and reply n stuffs.. That day me n Xinni went back to talk to Ms. Jasmine and asked her for some help on my forecast just to make sure that i get wat i need..(which is to up my chemistry 1 grade) coz i only lack 17 marks out of 600.. And she agreed happily without much consideration..but then suddenly, the most embarrassing moment of my life.. Ms. Aw came in to her office and she saw me.. Was trying extremely hard to hide my face but.. i greeted her back. and she asked wat Xin Ni and I was doing there and so Ms. Jasmine said this..." Hi Ms. Aw ah, this boy ah, so straight forward wor..he wan me to up his chemistry for 1 grade".. then she read out my results to her.. think she was quite upset at my maths..which was a B. then, the embarrassing moment..she was looking at Xin Ni with those eyes that says like..arent u the top student who scored full A's?y are u here then...then she looked at me..Can u imagine how embarrassed i was that moment.. haha..
anyway, Im still thinking about another option which came to my mind the other day..Germany.
It would be a dream come true if i get to study engineering there! And the tuition fee is only 500 euros per sem!freaking cheap!but the living cost is much higher tho.. But then. it will still be extremely worth it! But i would have to learn german, and study in german..which is gonna be quite hard.. But it would great still.. And if Xinni also plans to study there, it will be like a dream come true, and it never gets any better than that!hehe.. So now, im just praying for my forecast and not to screw up my chem 5 again..('cough' nine 'cough' ...wink*) LOL.
I dunno y im posting all this here, but i guess im no longer active in my own blog.coz its much more fun here!haha
love u guys loads!

~Toh Yuen~